I'm back!

We finally got decent internet at my house, so now I am able to update this again!

This summer, I did almost nothing other than be a big mess of uncontrollable anxiety. Trying to find a job has been so incredibly stressful. It didn't help that my parents were trying so hard to force me into taking any job out there. I don't want to just immediately give up on the major I just spent 4 years earning a degree for. My parents have been stressing me out so much that I probably gave myself stomach ulcers.

Another thing about this summer is that I pretty much avoided all of my friends. It wasn't something I did consciously, but it somehow happened. I think I felt like too much of a failure to want to acknowledge it. I avoided people in general, just because I didn't want to deal with people continuously asking me what I was going to do with my life now that I'm out of school.

The next time I update this, it will be more positive. I promise.