sigh...

This time of year always makes me feel a little depressed. Probably because this is the time of year when couples are forming or just being generally full of pda. It shouldn't bother me, but sometimes it does. Like this past weekend, when one roommate went home to see her fiance, and the other took her boyfriend on a family trip to a cabin. I was here at school, by myself, trying to find something to do, with just myself. That's the time when I feel down. Obviously, I would never want my friends to spend time with me over their significant others, because they are clearly more important. But why am I not important to someone? Why have I NEVER been important enough to someone that they would want to ask me out?

I'm not saying that I need a boyfriend. I certainly do not, as I've proven over the last 21 years of my life. I really just want to know what has caused me to have such a non-existent love life. That's all I want. Is it my fault? I don't see how it's not, since I seem to be the only person around with this problem. What's the deal?

On another note, the Push Play album came out today, and the inefficiency that is the campus mailroom just couldn't seem to put the thing in my mailbox today. It's clearly more important to sit on their butts at their computers. duh.