Alone

There's noone else here right now. My roommates are both gone for the weekend, and it seems a bit lonely here. This apartment is just a bit creepy without anyone else in it. It's time for me to go to bed, but I'm actually a little afraid. I'm such a paranoid person, that I'm gonna be listening for noises forever. I just hope I'm able to ignore the creepiness and just get some sleep.

I have a busy day tomorrow. It's our class field trip to the National Museum of American History in Washington, DC. I'm really excited, because it's the only one of the Smithsonian museums that I haven't been too yet. When we went in 5th grade, we didn't have time to go to that one. Every time I've been to DC since then, it's been closed. Bummer. But I will finally be able to see it, and Julia Child's kitchen, tomorrow.

I love the band Mcfly. Honestly, I don't understand why they were never able to get a huge fanbase in America. They're pretty huge in Europe. They requested my friendship on myspace, like, 5 years ago. They are still amazing.

I think that's it for now. I'm gonna try to get some sleep now I guess.

PEACE

hello!

I sure haven't updated this in a long time. The stupid dial-up internet we have at my house made it pretty difficult to do anything online over the summer.

I'm back at Messiah, and I'm finally a senior. I'm not sure where I'm going in my life, but I hope I'll soon figure something out. There are a lot of things I feel I need to accomplish this year. Some of them are obvious, like things to do with having a future career. Some are more personal, like figuring out what the heck is wrong with me that I still can't find a boyfriend. It' s not like I really need one, because I've been fine on my own for the last 21 years. The problem is that it's gonna be awful hard to find a guy in the future who is ok with my complete lack of past relationships.

It's best to just not worry about it, I guess.

That's all for now.

I keep forgetting I have this blog

I absolutely never think to post stuff. oops!

Anyway, it's springtime!! The weather is amazing! And I have never had so much work to do over the course of one week. Seriously, I may lose my mind. It's completely ridiculous.

Hopefully, I will get to see some friends tonight that I never get a chance to see when they're here. Maybe that will work out :)

This post is soooo not philosophical, or particularly intelligent, but only about 5 people read this anyway.

Umm, I'm reading this book called "Confederates in the Attic" and it's pretty interesting. It's about a man who travels throughout the south visiting different places that were impacted directly by the Civil War. He talks to a lot of reenacters and people involved with Confederate related organizations. There is still so much going on about the Civil War in the south that I had no idea about. It's a bit crazy, but it's also really intriguing. I recommend the book to anyone who is interested in the Civil War.

I think that's good for this post. I have a million other things to do now.

Here's an interesting question...

If you got stranded on a desert island with a group of people, what would be more important...

figuring out a way to organize yourselves, like having a leader and figuring out to way to make group decisions...
or go into "every man for himself" mode, like everyone trying to find food and water, shelter, etc.

would organization or self-preservation be more important?

how about if you'd been there for more than just a few days, like say, 2 weeks. would your priorities change? would you try to make some sort of government for yourselves?

isn't there someone...

...who cares about me?

Valentines Day

This Valentine's Day might actually be awesome. No, I don't have a valentine. Like that'll ever happen. But I am going to be in New York for the Push Play Valentine's show. I finally found a way to actually get to a show, and I'm excited about it.

I think we're gonna try to get to SNL afterwards, because the Jonas Brothers are gonna be there. What a coincidence! haha, it might be stressful though. I hate large, unmanageable crowds. That's just what thousands of screaming JB fangirls are, aren't they? haha, I just hope all goes well. We're gonna be leaving here super early and driving for quite a few hours, so hopefully it all goes as planned. Although things never seem to do that, do they?

I haven't been to New York since 2002, so I'm excited to see the place again. It's gonna be awesome just for that, but the concert is supposed to be wicked amazing. It better be, because I have high expectations. I always do though. I've been to crazy concerts, and I expect this one to be just as awesome, in a smaller venue, more intimate way. And that's what I'm excited for.

I guess that's enough about that for now. I'll post again after the concert.

<3

This semester...

is going to be ridiculous. I'm seeing myself spending the whole semester with a textbook in my hand. That's how much reading I have to do.

But on a positive note, I'm going to be seeing Push Play twice this month! I'm actually going to have a good Valentine's Day, for the first time ever, because I'm going to be in New York at a concert with awesome people. I don't know how it could be better. Actually, it could be. Because the Jonas Brothers are doing SNL that night, and perhaps we will be able to find them after the concert. That would be fantastic. :)

I guess that's it for now. I have a lot of stressing out to do.